jestem tu nowy, niedawno napisałem wiersz, ku mojemu zdziwieniu, bo nie posądzałem siebie bym był do tego zdolny, do tej pory wydawało mi się to zbyt trudne, a bardziej siebie zadziwiłem tym, że napisałem go po angielsku, tym bardziej, że chyba nie znam angielskiego aż na tyle dobrze, by w tym języku wiersze pisać, no i chyba też coś momentami pomieszałem. Bezpośrednią inspiracją do napisania było kilka piosenek, też po angielsku. No ale tyle gadania na ten temat. Miłego czytania
Chciałbym usłyszeć Wasze opinie. I walked out this morning with a gun in my hand,
I just want to know, how is it going to end.
I aimed at my baby, I could see the fear,
I couldn’t do much, just said “Good bye, my dear”.
I will be in troubles, but I’m staying here,
To see my baby’s death.
Someone heard the gunshot, the police is near,
I wanna feel her last breath.
Five minutes later, I’m on my way to North Pole,
Hoping no one will find me.
Cheerfully I’m speeding, But there’s a road patrol,
They put me in chains and beat me.
I killed my baby, and watched her dying face,
I have no feelings to say, that I regret,
Judge said “For you there’s only one place”,
I don’t even want to forget.
My first night in prison was in June,
I thought that will be my future.
For the first time I saw the Moon,
Between rapist, killers and moochers.
She cheated on me that’s what I read from her smile,
She ruined my life, didn’t even say “you’re out”.
Everything what she said was just a lie,
You understand, I had to shut her mouth.
But it has gone, because of her fault,
That’s how I want it to remember.
It’s freeze, I want my old coat,
After few years it’s just December.
It was my pleasure to see her last tear,
I’m stuck in prison for life.
I doubt if I make it,
But I would try to go out.
She was wrong when she said “You are mad”,
I’m an orphan, but I want to see my dad.
He is alive, but don’t want to know me,
I think he knows what I’ve done for him.
I made him to be shame of his son,
If I escape I will kill him too,
I’m out of feelings,
I’m so blue.
I’m not mad, I’m an ordinary guy,
Someone who wants everything to try.
What I’ve made, wasn’t even my choice,
“Kill me” repeated her voice.
My mum died just when I was born,
Didn’t even left me a picture of her,
She gave life to a deathful horn,
God have mercy on her soul.
She wouldn’t be proud of her son,
So I’m not too,
But forget me my mom,
Soon I will be with you.
I risked my life, the dream was to escape,
I was running as fast I can do,
Guards shot in my back,
so the dream didn’t come true.
Then I met my mom, she came down to me,
She hugged me twice, then just went away,
That was suggestive I will never be free.
Nobody ever gonna be.
I lost my baby and lost my own soul,
I’m lying and nobody knows,
I’m alone in this world biggest hole.
I think she was true when she said “You are mad”,
I was at her funeral, to see her mum,
She cried “Don’t leave me now”, it’s so sad,
But not for me, for me that’s fun.
Since I’m here I have changed a lot,
I’m not the person I used to be.
The fly is flying, but I’m not.
I ain’t going nowhere from here.
Few years passed,
I didn’t even move my hand,
So that’s how is it going to end?
The line is so smooth,
My tounge is on the floor,
I’m in a bad mood,
Now someone open the door.
I saw a white light, like they used to tell,
Big stairs towards it, also white,
I was feeling very well,
Everything was so bright.
I made first step, like child learning how to walk,
I entered the room and saw many pairs,
They were laughing and talking, I didn’t want to talk,
In a crowd I recognized my baby,
then suddenly I fell from the stairs.
She is in heaven, I was going somewhere else,
To the place where nobody want to go,
There are many chicks and my pals,
In hell I’m having a ball.
